Balik Seremban..

Oklah bersiap-siap pulak nak balik Seremban!! Habislah ibu da le dalam pantang..

Abah nak kerja malam ni.. semua nak pergi plak tu?

Alang-alang dah siap kita jalan jelah..

Hopefully nothing happen k..

[Takkan nak tinggal sorang-sorang kat rumah kannnnnnn..]

So, Azam will be driving my car.. Alza putih..

Ayah dok depan..

Me in the middle seat..

In the middle of my sweet daughters..

Alya in my left & Alyssa in my right..

Belakang Azie & Azizah..

Second car.. Kancil oren..

Asmah's the one who drives..

Adli's sitting in front..

At the back: Mama & Atiqah..

Let's pray for safe journey..

RAYA 2011!!!!~

Suppose today is my EDD..

[mengenangkan xjadi xpelah..]

Happy Merdeka Raya!!!~

Salam Minal Aidil Wal Faidzin..

Love.. Love.. Love..

Hehe my favourite pic for this year..

Kamilah the 4 beranaks!!~

Apa kes nih? Alya.. She's your lovely sister you know?

Haippp!!!~ jangan picit-picit!!~ ;P

Olo olo tembam.. si monteL carLo!!~

Jealous pulak budak nih..

Pleaselah.. pleaselah.. Just be sincere..

Merajuk xmo pujuk..

Abah so sweet.. Love you forever..

Kami berdua..

1ST Day Raya 2011..

Comel tak kami?

Abah baliklah beraya ngan ibu dan Alyssa..

Kata nak balik cepat amik amik gambar..

Bosanlah tunggu jap lagi sedara mara datang ni..

DAY of REAL DISCHARGE with Newbie..

Kenangan with one of the nurses..

[yang waited for me till the end of labour room moments]

Able to meet up masa menunggu abang ambil kereta di parking..

She was on duty till raya keempat..

Just happened that time bertugas di kaunter masuk Wad Bersalin kat lobi bawah..

Will always remember you..

SN Nur Safarinah..

[xper.. boleh.. yang penting baby dan ibu meesti selamat]

[bersabar ya.. InsyaAllah semuanya akan selamat..]

[boleh.. you can do it.. masih ada masa k..]

HAPPY AS I AM..

WITH MY LOVED ONES..

AND MY NEW LOVE..

ALYSSA..

NEW MEMBER OF OUR CIRCLE OF LOVE..

FULL FRUIT OF OUR LOVE LIFE..

Masa nak masuk lif turun ke tingkat 3..

Terserempak dengan SN Regina..

She smiled at me..

Able to thank her even in a few seconds in front of the lift..

[nak kencing x..? let me do it for you k..]

[tu lah dekk.. kalau adek boleh normal dah lama bersalin dahh..]

[sabar yaa..]

EM LSCS.. It was EMERGENCY!!

[What they did that I remembered in EM LSCS]

It was emergency.. No more turning back and such a warning..

After this birth, there is no more normal delivery and I can only had one chance to give birth in the future which is also Caesarean Section. Reminding me again and again of planning next birth and the alternatives of IKAT!~ duhhhh!!~

[It was almost 1 o'clock in the afternoon 27th August 2011]

They took my blood for check-up before operation..

[Actually they already know my blood type from previous scanning.. ]

But I know it's important to send the results of Hb concentration before c-sec operation to the lab..

They gave my bladder a treat of urethral catherterization procedure and it was quite painful as the contractions still remain in pain..

They had me sodium citrate to reduce stomach acidity.. and asked me when was the last meal before this..

[I remembered I haven't had any meal since yesterday evening except of the chocolate breadcrumbs of sickening waiting in the car for nothing..?]

Well, that was one of another sickening story to be shared anyway..

And I was transferred to the operation theatre.. I saw my mom and my mother in law too..

My husband.. My sister Azizah.. The 2 nurses in the labor room following me to be handled by another nurses.. And also a new doctor from the operation room..

[He personalized himself as Dr. Jacob and Dr. Param as well was always beside me]

Ohhh I remembered how weak I was back then..

Calming myself to accept the truth..

POOR PROGRESS.. Aku BENCI POOR PROGRESS

Talk about POOR PROGRESS yang amat memberikan kesan yang mendalam dalam hidup aku.

[It was almost 6 hours in labor 8:39 am in the morning]

[contraction almost 2 in 10s and getting slower in action]

maybe kesan ubat dah habis.. highest contraction 90..

Aku BENCI.. Aku Benci.. Aku menangis.. Aku menangis.. Aku sedih.. Aku sedih..

Doctor pleaseeee... i don't want c-sec any more?

[Haiyoooo.. don't please.. please me laa.. it's your uterus doesn't want to buka..]

Please doctor... i want more babies..

[You nak berapa anak?]

Minimum 5.. oh pleasee..

[Sorry puan.. Saya harap puan bersabar]

[sob.. sob.. crying..]

Can I have another hour please doctor.. Just give me a chance?

[Sorry puan, I don't know, let me talk to the specialist first]

[and they have me waited another 2 hours in labor]

results: getting slower in 2 in 10s and highest contraction not more than 60..

[last review by Dr Param: Really hate to hear this]

Swollen uterus and still OS 4cm.. no more chance!!!!!!

Prepare for C-sec and the other doctors quickly had me sign the contract to have the letter of consent.. Oooohh..

Luckily I had a very good nurse calming me.. They took care of me and give me strentgh tak henti-henti sehingga ke akhirnya.. even sampai ke bilik bedah..

Husband dengan mama pun sama.. Mama I won't forget your do'as.. Hembusan penenang dan selawat yang kau ucapkan ke dahi, dada dan kakiku.. Urutan dan usapan kasih sayang seorang ibu.. Membuatkan aku merasa syahdu menerima kasih sayangmu.. Tenang menghadapi kesakitan melahirkan..

Suami yang penyayang.. Tak pernah merungut walaupun adakalanya aku xdapat sempurnakan tanggungjawabku di sepanjang kehamilan.. Sentiasa di sisi memberi semangat.. Walau aku tahu tiada harapan untuk normal lagi..

Ward 5B Katil 5..

Officially announcing..

OUR NEWBORN BABY..

Umur baru 1 hari time nih..

PUTERI AINNUR ALYSSA BT SHAMSUL IDZUAN

Hrmm.. iya iya je doktor kata kecik..

Bila keluar kira ok juga beratnya.. 3.25kg

Takper janji sihat ye sayang..

Rupanya saling tak tumpah muka abahnya..

Hehe terkembang-kempis abahnya..

Dok cari-cari juga kat mana rupa ibunya..

Rupanya di telinga saja..

Takper janji sihat ye sayang..

Pipinya macam merah kena gigit..

Mungkin terkena kukunya yang tak kurang panjang masa dalam perut..

Hrmmm.. Abahnya kata ada dua lesung pipit..

Yelahhhh.. ada dua lesung pipit..

Comel.. :)

Tak banyak ragam dan dia sangat baik..

Menyusu pun xsusah dia cepat belajar..

Habis susu terus tertidur..

Tapi xtahulah malam ni macam mana..

Kita tungguuuuu...

BALIK..?

jam 0335am 26/8/2011

So what now? kene balik lahhhhhhh!!!!! arrrggghhhh!!!!! camne ni? camne ni?

xmungkin aku ke sekolah hari ni!

SAKITTTTTT!!!!!! MC plak lupe nak amik nihh!

message sent [on the way to hospital]

26082011 0147am

salam bonda, sy xdpt mhadirkn diri program pagi ni sbb da sakit.skrg ada di hosp selayang. -aishah

message received [dah discharge waiting for abg sahur kat kedai mamak]

0407am 26/08/2011

O.k. Mudah mudahan segalanya selamat. Aisyah ke ni

0413am 26/08/2011

Ya sama sama kita. Take care of yourself and your baby

Tak sempat nak mesej Boss.. as I was in pain.. pain.. pain.. fhuhhhhhhhh..

I'm so sorry..

[the whole day]

ape aku makan hari ni? still puasa day..

Sahur nasi putih dengan ayam goreng mamak with a little bit sayur kangkung at 5:30am..

can hear the AZAN from here sambil makan..

dalam kereta yang parking kat emergency clicnic hospital selayang..

WHY?

Because have to wait for mama and azie kat emergency..

[azie suspected dengue.. tp badan xpnas larr]

contraction yang menyakitkan plus rasa nak berak yang xlepas lepas..

STUCKKK!!!!!~

makan je larrrhhh..

kena tahan semua tu dalam kereta?

never mind abang tolong panggilkan..

have to lock the door..

maybe dah selesai..

HOPEFULLY..

So kami balik dan sampai rumah jam 6:30am..

RELAX.. [yang xboleh nak relax]

DISCHARGE????

PAC clerking

sb Dr Gibran at 0310H

Madam Siti Aishah

28years

G3 P1+1 at 39w with 1 previous scar

LMP: 25/11/10- sure of dates, regular menses, not on OCP

EDD: 02/09/11- confirmed by date, subsequent scans corresponds to date

HOPI

came in with complain of regular contraction

passed show

no leaking liquor

FM good

ANC

1.1 previous scar in 2008 for poor progress in HSB

- uncomplicated

- patient is counselled and agree for trial of scar during antenatal follow up

2. anaemia in pregnancy

booking HB 11.1, lowest Hb 9 at 34w,

supplemented with T ferrous fumarate, patient then started on IM

Imferon for 10/7 in view of symptommatic of anaemia (SOB, giddiness, latest Hb at 10 at 38weeks

booking at KK Serendah at

booking Hb 11.1, latest Hb 10

booking BP 110/70, normo tensive throughout

MGTT - excessive increase of maternal weight

at 25w: 3.8/4.2

at 33w: 4.2/6.8

BG: B+ve

HIV/VDRL: NR

o/e

alert

not pale

vitals

BP 119/73

PR 88

per abdomen

soft

uterus at term

singleton, longitudinal, cephalic

head 3/5th palpable

no scar tenderness

EFW 2.6-2.8 kg

VE
vulva vaginal normal

servix posterior, medium consistency, 1cm

Os 3cm

MI

vetrex

station -1

no cord, no placenta

CTG reactive

FHR baseline

acceleration seen

no deceleration

good variability

time contraction 2:10:20s

imp: GCP1+1 at 39w with 1 previous scar in latent phase of labour

plan

allow discharge with assurance

continue FKC at home

TCA stat if leaking liquor, strong contraction, reduce FM

nadia

26/8/11 @ 0330H

DR. NADIA MOHAMED

Pegawai Perubatan

Hospital Selayang

No. MMC: 41618 (Sementara)